What I Am Good At?

my friends are starting shining just now , but me? what the hell i am good at?

one thing i am proud of myself, because i've got 3rd place on "turnamen pelajar photography contest" so i got 500.000 rupiahs. but then i started thinking :

what i can do to make myself shine? i want to have brilliant future.

maybe for now just focus on the practical exam and school exams. just wish me luck guys

Sunday . bloody sunday

ok i had a long day today. first i woke up at 10 am in the morning, and then i take a shower and i go to pacific place with my mom, and we had some brunch there at urban kitchen. and then we went to Roger's Saloon , at first i wanted to do some facial treatment but then i just did a hairspa . it really felt good , because i got massages .

andddd it's 5 pm and then we went to the cinema, then watched the rob pattinson's movie "remember me" . it's a good moviee i like it !!! i even cried when i watched it .

and now it's 10 pm , i just done my dinner. already 12 hours from the time i started my day..

going to sleep everyone!bye

HELL o Saturday

damn i am really bored . today is saturday, and i don't go anywhere.

so i just upload the pictures of me and my friends hang out yesterday

i use fisheye camera, and it turns out good when i printed it . it's not really good ,but it's better than when i first time printed from my fisheye camera

and just bought some dvds to watch :

The Difference Between Dreams and Reality

in dreams : everything can happen here

in reality : just reasonable things

in dreams : if something bad happen, you can just wake up

in reality : if something bad happen, we have to face it

what? i got everything ? what a joke. go laugh . what are you judging?????

Still feeling bad. really. not yet recovering. swollen eyes

is it reality? or is it nightmare?

in one side , i am happy because the national exam is over. but there are things that make me down. that make my eyes feels like burning. things that like nightmares , but worse : because this is reality.

i always try to forget all of my sadness, and just try smile in every situation, and just go ,hang out with my lovely friends that sometimes , they're the only thing that make me laugh and alive.

i hate to know that i wont get 100 in science national exam, so far , i have 4 wrong answers.

i hate that -someone- always say everything that she wants without feeling guilty or something, and i still smile but inside.......i am drowned, i just feel very sick inside , that something going to explode .

i hate it when people laughing for something that makes the other people cry . even if you can't see the cry, but the cry is inside . no one can see it.

i hate that a lot of kid cheating in national exam!!!!!! i hate the facts that there's a lot of corruption .

that i have to study hard , really hard, but the others just buy the answers of the exam and acting innocent receiving perfect marks with devil smile.

maybe your marks will be much better than me, and your sins more than me too

well whatever, the only thing i know is : if there's no one in the planet, and you need help , the only one that can help you is God , that makes you smile right now, that make you breathe right now, even make you laugh right now. your helper is God, not money. try to eat money if u can