what? i got everything ? what a joke. go laugh . what are you judging?????

Still feeling bad. really. not yet recovering. swollen eyes

is it reality? or is it nightmare?

in one side , i am happy because the national exam is over. but there are things that make me down. that make my eyes feels like burning. things that like nightmares , but worse : because this is reality.

i always try to forget all of my sadness, and just try smile in every situation, and just go ,hang out with my lovely friends that sometimes , they're the only thing that make me laugh and alive.

i hate to know that i wont get 100 in science national exam, so far , i have 4 wrong answers.

i hate that -someone- always say everything that she wants without feeling guilty or something, and i still smile but inside.......i am drowned, i just feel very sick inside , that something going to explode .

i hate it when people laughing for something that makes the other people cry . even if you can't see the cry, but the cry is inside . no one can see it.

i hate that a lot of kid cheating in national exam!!!!!! i hate the facts that there's a lot of corruption .

that i have to study hard , really hard, but the others just buy the answers of the exam and acting innocent receiving perfect marks with devil smile.

maybe your marks will be much better than me, and your sins more than me too

well whatever, the only thing i know is : if there's no one in the planet, and you need help , the only one that can help you is God , that makes you smile right now, that make you breathe right now, even make you laugh right now. your helper is God, not money. try to eat money if u can

H3 UAN.its the end of march

hello world ! today is the third day of UAN. the subject is math and it's easier than B.indonesia.

i have to prepare for tomorrow!!!!!because tomorrows subject is IPA .

and by the way , today is : GABYTA 'S BIRTHDAY !!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAAAY GABY !

you should wish her a happy birthday too , just click the name "gaby" in the blue text ,and wish her everything. or check her out at her blog

honestly , i just woke up from sleep. okay i'm done.wishmeluck everyone

Damn Insomnia

i'm still awake, damn i hate a situation like this

its 10.30 pm and i can't sleep

i'm tired but my eyes like the other person who still wants to wake up

nan jamdeullyeogo yeolsimhihajiman nan geuleojil moshae.

I WANT TO SLEEP

Kpop Idols !

maybe you think i'm a freak. well i don't really care. freak is not a bad title i guess

yes right now i'm obsessed with kpop idols . it started when my friend : nadia keep telling me to watch some korean reality show . so i watched all of it. the first group that i fall in love with is :

SHINee

(from left : Onew,Taemin,Jonghyun,Minho,KEY<333)

first i like their songs and they are really good with their dance. esp: taemin

the song that i fell in love with is Replay(noona neomu yeppo) it means : noona(older woman)

and then i watched their reality shows , so FUN !

currently they are on the reality show : Hello Baby (it's a reality show that you have to take care and babysit a kid like you're the kid's dad or mom)

2PM

i started in love with this group after i watched the reality show Wild Bunny (it's a reality show that showing your wild side,but this program is for 2pm only ) and the reality show idol army . My fav songs from them are :

Heartbeat,I hate you,Again&again,only you,Tik Tok,etc

and the other group that i love are :

2AM, Mblaq, SNSD, etc

for more information about kpop idol ------->ALLKPOP news

(PS: about kpop? it's really addictive )

PHOTOGRAPHY

i started learning photography when i was in 7th grade .

first i don't really have interest in it , but after practice and practice, it's interesting.

it's been 2 years but i think i am still a beginner cause lately i don't practice much because to busy focusing on final exams. maybe you can teach me photography if u want to .

btw check out my gallery on deviantart CLICK HERE

and you can tell me yours too

so we can chat about photography

ohkayy i'm done.Goodbye <3

(sorry for my bad english ha , still practicing)