Really Touching Music Video

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mabok

• dari semua jenis alkohol., gaada yang bisa buat aku mabuk! cuma ada kamu yang bisa bikin aku mabuk . O.O
• mungkin ada jamannya suharto lengser jabatannya. habibie lengser. gusdur lengser. tapi tenang aja, jabatan mu di hati ku gak akan lengser
• aku udah gabisa belajar!! otak ku udah penuh,semua isinya tentang kamu
• aku gak perlu semua alat telekomunikasi modern kalau setiap saat hatiku bisa berkomunikasi sama kamu
• bahkan bahan setumpuk buku IPS dan plkj tidak sebanyak cintamu pada ku . ya kan?
• aku udah ngerti banget tentang peta!ulangan juga paling dapet 100. tapi ada 1 hal yang aku gak pernah ngerti. jalan menuju hati mu !!!
• AAH kompor meledak itu biasa.....listrik korslet biasa...... disini ada hatiku yang meledak dan korslet karena kamu
• untuk apa mencoba zat adiktif? alkohol,ganja,psikotropika..... kan udah ada kamu yang bisa bikin aku nge fly
• untuk apa ada ekspor impor? untuk apa negara mencari keuntungan? tidak perlu uang,dunia sudah sangat indah hanya karena ada kamu .
• setiap aku buka buku yang kebaca cuma nama kamu dimana mana ,makanya gaada pelajaran yang masuk

From Nabila:

• cerita cerita sejarah di buku ips bahkan tidak mampu menyaingi cerita cinta aku dan kamu :p hahahahah
• ngapain sih repot repot pemilu? jelas jelas cuman ada 1 calon yang bisa memenangkan hatiku, yaitu kamu
• apa sih yang istimewa dari kehadiran manusia purba dimuka bumi? lebih istimewa juga kehadiran kamu di hatiku
• coba foto foto pahlawan bersejarah adalah kamu, pasti aku gunting masukin dompet :):):) kalau fotonya gusdur ngapain. males abis hahahaha
• coba buku pelajaran membahas tentang hati kamu, pasti sekarang aku udah hafal :) :) :) stress uas gini nih
• kalau VOC ingin menguasai jayakarta, aku ingin menguasi hatimu!
• kalau Van Den Basch mengusulkan sistem tanam paksa yang menyiksa indonesia, aku mengusulkan menanam hatiku di hatimu

From Gaby:

• aku gabisa ngafalin nama2 jendral penjajah indonesia. Yang menjajah hatiku cuma kamu.
• kenapa sih ada banyak bgt perang? Perang yg aku kenal cuma satu; untuk mendapatkan dan mempertakankan hatimu.
• orde lama; orde baru..... Aku muak!! Kapan tercipta masa2 orde kita berdua bersatu???
• aku bagai kartini, kamu soeharto. Gimana caranya kita bersama? Terpisah oleh waktu dan dimensi.
• apa sih gunanya pertukaran faktor produksi? Yang aku butuhin cuma kamu kok, gausah cari2 ke luar negri.
• hutang2 indonesia pasca penjajahan belanda tidak mampu menyaingi besarnya rasa kangen aku sama kamu!
• pentingnya globalisasi dan perdagangan int gak bisa menandingi pentingnya kamu buat aku

Still Exam and Exam and Exam

ok,practical exam is over. but tomorrow is the exam from school . it take 3 days. and i didn't study much. too lazy to study again. all of it, making me sick . dammit.

What I Am Good At?

my friends are starting shining just now , but me? what the hell i am good at?

one thing i am proud of myself, because i've got 3rd place on "turnamen pelajar photography contest" so i got 500.000 rupiahs. but then i started thinking :

what i can do to make myself shine? i want to have brilliant future.

maybe for now just focus on the practical exam and school exams. just wish me luck guys

Sunday . bloody sunday

ok i had a long day today. first i woke up at 10 am in the morning, and then i take a shower and i go to pacific place with my mom, and we had some brunch there at urban kitchen. and then we went to Roger's Saloon , at first i wanted to do some facial treatment but then i just did a hairspa . it really felt good , because i got massages .

andddd it's 5 pm and then we went to the cinema, then watched the rob pattinson's movie "remember me" . it's a good moviee i like it !!! i even cried when i watched it .

and now it's 10 pm , i just done my dinner. already 12 hours from the time i started my day..

going to sleep everyone!bye

HELL o Saturday

damn i am really bored . today is saturday, and i don't go anywhere.

so i just upload the pictures of me and my friends hang out yesterday

i use fisheye camera, and it turns out good when i printed it . it's not really good ,but it's better than when i first time printed from my fisheye camera

and just bought some dvds to watch :

The Difference Between Dreams and Reality

in dreams : everything can happen here

in reality : just reasonable things

in dreams : if something bad happen, you can just wake up

in reality : if something bad happen, we have to face it

what? i got everything ? what a joke. go laugh . what are you judging?????

Still feeling bad. really. not yet recovering. swollen eyes

is it reality? or is it nightmare?

in one side , i am happy because the national exam is over. but there are things that make me down. that make my eyes feels like burning. things that like nightmares , but worse : because this is reality.

i always try to forget all of my sadness, and just try smile in every situation, and just go ,hang out with my lovely friends that sometimes , they're the only thing that make me laugh and alive.

i hate to know that i wont get 100 in science national exam, so far , i have 4 wrong answers.

i hate that -someone- always say everything that she wants without feeling guilty or something, and i still smile but inside.......i am drowned, i just feel very sick inside , that something going to explode .

i hate it when people laughing for something that makes the other people cry . even if you can't see the cry, but the cry is inside . no one can see it.

i hate that a lot of kid cheating in national exam!!!!!! i hate the facts that there's a lot of corruption .

that i have to study hard , really hard, but the others just buy the answers of the exam and acting innocent receiving perfect marks with devil smile.

maybe your marks will be much better than me, and your sins more than me too

well whatever, the only thing i know is : if there's no one in the planet, and you need help , the only one that can help you is God , that makes you smile right now, that make you breathe right now, even make you laugh right now. your helper is God, not money. try to eat money if u can